Update on my life (FYI its kinda shitty)

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Hello everyone of my dear friends and kind watchers!

So Yea to start off with school for me starts the 20th of this month. I'm not looking to forward to it. :/ I have to make 18 more sketches for AP art in 10 days... why did it have to be realism!? Thats so not my strong suit. (to boring DX)

I origanally planned to be moving in with my dad this year and moving out of my moms house because my moms constantly being a uber bitch of hell and even though I'm officially 16 shes got me chained down like a fucking 12 year old. But it didn't happen because she has college and to keep her grant she has to have one child in the house. (Though I'm thinking about leaving anyway because I'm tired of the stress and bullshit) She thinks it because she won or some shit but its just cause I'm not heartless enough to leave her ass in the dirt.

My sister will also be moving out in October (right after she turns 18) and move to Georgia. So I will be stuck her by myself with my mom. I will miss her but I don't blame her for leaving. (I am upset about her leaving me though....)

I'm also very stressed out because my mother and my best friend are having a war over how I'm getting treated but its like a silent war. She tries everything she can for me not to see him or spend time with him and he is always wanting to spend time with me and wants to kill her and doesn't like how she treats me and it pisses him off. Its stressing me to tears lately and I don't know what I'm going to do when school starts because he no longer goes to school and works all day.

On the better side of life! My dad moved down from Washington and is moving to my town where my highschool is :3 (he is currently staying in my mom and I's home until he can pay to rent his own place and mom i don't think is doing it out of the kindness of her heart so much as to make my dad owe her something later.) So I will get to see him on a regular bases now! I'm trying to get it to where I can alternate weeks between my mother and my dad but moms being freaking ridiculous and is acting like I'd want to be the only freaking person with her every night 9 miles away from town.

But yes that is whats going on in my life and hopefully it will all work out! >.< I just want to get through it....
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ConsulofPrussia's avatar
*sighs* I hope you will be fine my dear. I am sure it is really annoying to live with such a nervous person like your mother is but i am so glad you will be able to see your father more often :nod: I hope it will make you a little bit happier than you are now.
Good luck with everything you do. And i am sure you are strong enough to go through it. :hug: